Monday, May 9, 2011

What Else Have You Acquired So Far?

An effort is an absolute requirement for achieving all of our aims. The effort is very determining for someone’s success; the greater the someone’s effort is, the huger the success achieved is.

The effort approaching finished phases usually brings some questions bothering our mind such as: how great is my effort? What is my offering? What have I acquired so far? What can I communicate to other one? And how about my step next on?

It is clear that the effect of our effort will be appeared by the end of phase. All of answers of every question above will also be appeared by themselves. Because in the end of a phase we usually bagin to stare at ourselves deeply. Every special and low quality will be found. Every repentace, sandness and happiness are also nearer and agree with the effort tension we do. Those all are natural.

A few days later I will go home. My English study time will be finished. I doubt my effort of studying English so far. I hesitate not to be able to hold responsible for my English capability to my God, my parents believing me, my friends hoping me, and to my own future.

But I do not be hopeless. I think the effort is a process, and the process is possibility only to be successful or unsuccessful. Actually the success and failure are credible on every effort of life. Yeah, I just can work continuously; be sure to myself; and do the greatest one. Everything about the success I achieved is the God’s affair. I am always sure that the failure is the delayed success!

But whatever that matter is, I do not feel free of responsibility. Because my effort really consistes of fatigue, faith, and hope of my parents and my friends, and there is future persecution. So I should have a (little) progress which makes everyone cheerful. Everyone surely knows that a failed effort is not totally, but it is only not as perfect as what we hope. In the same time, actually there are  some progresses to develop for sure.

I am sure that there is something (knowledge) I acquired, although it is little.

We know that an Elementary School graduate does not indicate to mastering all over subjects of Elementary School. Even a professor is not absolutely mastering all of subjects he studies more for years. So although I study English more, in famous institution, in Pare “English Village”, it does not indicate that I have mastered English deeply.

We believe the knowledge curve; the further we explore it, the larger it is. Then we will realize how stupid we are…! So we just can afford surely and continuously, believe ourselves so much, and  thank God about what we have acquired.

The life is process. There is no perfect thing. Struggle up to sakarotul maut. Do not make your life unless. Do the best thing. Do not be hopeless, because every effort will be appreciated by God for sure.

Finally, everyone can ask me, “What else have you acquired so far?”

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